wow   
06:59pm 10/11/2004
  Wow I haven't used this in a LONG time

And I'm guessing that not one person is gunna read it! oh well haha.

I've never had this many feelings for one person, noone has ever been this good to me or understood me this well. Thanks for everything, you mean the world to me :)		  
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canadians :)   
12:47am 11/06/2004
  I love canadians :)  
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hm   
10:28pm 19/05/2004
  No matter how homosexual that gay fucker is... my day has gotten better. Talking to parth really helped me a lot and someone (I think I know who but I don't know for sure) came to my house and put a really thoughtful present on my door with a really nice note that says..

Sam- Never give up on something you love or people who love you (which we all do) You are an amazing jperson and I love you.

Wow.. thank you so much.

I get to see everyone in a few days!! OMG thats something I'm definitly looking forward to. THANKS FOR ALL THE TIPS DORON!! maybe I'll get to use them this weekend.. haha. next thursday margot will be here. HOLY CRAP I can't wait.

I might be able to get on the israel trip. I still have to work stuff out and I don't really know many people going. So maybe.

I just wanna say thank you to everyone who was here for me today. I love you all and FUCK HIM! hehe		  
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KLSJG:KJ   
03:41pm 19/05/2004
  EAT SHIT YOU DUMB ASS FUCKER!!! :)

I hate everything about you.. ever since you came you've FUCKED everything up :)

I hate who you are and you can't admit to ANYTHING :)

I hate how you talk really slow and try and think of ways to cover when you have ABSOLUTLY NOTHING to say in your defence :)

I hate what you've done

Most of all I hate you.		  
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nervouss   
11:18pm 17/05/2004
 
mood: nervous
I'm kinda nervous. I have noo idea who's gunna get it. I hope he posts it tomorrow because I won't be able to sleep		  
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09:56pm 11/05/2004
  my hip hop dance is sooo AWESOME I can't deal with it, but now my knees are purple and I don't have any knee pads but its okay

I suggest that you come see it because its so cool. :)		  
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lacrosse   
08:03pm 23/04/2004
  Today at lacrosse I was throwing a ball at the wall and yea it hit me right in the mouth

not such a great thing especialy because i have braces.

The best was that Holger put on his rubber gloves and was like I'm going in while I was drooling some blood here and there, yea let it chill for like 20 minutes. Wendy was all like it sounds like you cooking! And yea.. put it in the over and uhh let it cool. haha		  
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NEL   
03:58pm 23/04/2004
  Now that chem fair is finally over!! I have a life back and I can reflect on my first nel event!

Let me just say... Spring Kallah was the most amazing experience of my entire life. Everynoe there is SOO welcoming. The first time I meet them they give you a big hug. I met so many new people and I love you all! I can't wait to come visit you all in toronto. What I loved the most was seeing all my camp friends, I had no idea how much I missed them until I had to watch them all leave again. What was amazing is that the guys there don't havta act all macho like the guys here do. The guys there would hug after not seeing eachother for a long time. Everyone there was SO open with eachother and by the end of the first night I felt like I had known these people my whole life. I felt comfortable telling them things that I don't know if I could tell people here.

MARGOT! I love you and I can't wait for you to come visit me and then we get to go to toronto and see everyone :)

Thank you SOOO much for letting me stay at your house carlY! Daddy.. I will always love rainbows! haha

VICKY.. I will never forget us all in the car seeing you shaking your fist at us from the garage.. haha.

Lauren and Jade it was absolutly amazing meeting you and I'll get to see you on may 28th! haha jade.. remember when you couldn't find me in the morning? LAUREN you better come and visit me on the 14th :)

Byron.. your bracelet said my name! Jeremy.. way to smack when I tried to wake you up haha. Doron you are the coolest ever. Jake- can me and margot french braid your hair again! ARIEL it was so good to see you again!

WOw this is way long but I love you all and I miss you guys and I'm gunna try to come to more nel events. Thank you all for the BEST weekend ever		  
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wow   
11:47pm 03/04/2004
 
mood: content
wow its been a long time since I've written in here. My life consists of chem fair, lacrosse and tommy. Oh yea and dance here and there, maybe some monday night school and homework. I don't really have time to do anything but I guess I'd rather be really busy than not doing anything at all. Tomorrow hip hop team is performing at the palace. I'm pretty excited and then we get to do chem fair. all day. :). I love three mile island.

My seat got moved in spanish now our spanish friends are all split up and we can't disrupt the class anymore, but I didn't get any N's on my report card this time lol.

On april 16th I get to see all my camp friends, I'm so excited. Its like my escape from everything thats going on. And since I'm not gunna see them this summer at camp I'm pretty excited. Its like the best birthday present ever.

The count down is 25 days until I can drive :).

I'm gunna go sleep		  
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for now   
05:09pm 12/03/2004
  for now I'm going 2 keep this just as a place where noone can read it because I just need 2 let it all out. Go to my lj.. its still going to be updated.

www.livejournal.com/users/garbz4u		  
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I've grounded myself   
03:32pm 09/03/2004
  I've grounded myself from the internet until friday.  
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this is what happens when I think   
12:13am 07/03/2004
  So I was babysitting and I had lots of time on my hands to think about things.

I'm looking around and I don't recognize anyone anymore. I mean.. I know what they look like but everything seems distant.

Everything else is gunna stay inside my brain.		  
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hm   
12:26am 06/03/2004
  I grounded myself from the internet on monday, tuesday, wednesday, and thrusday because I dont' get anything done and my parents one let me do lacrosse if its "too stressful".

In 5th hour 2day me laura and lauren put in the mariah cd and jammed during class. Mr Carruthers thinks we're even weirder then before. But it was fun.

Lauras kinda dumb sometimes. Me and Ivan tried 2 play a trick on her but she didn't understand.

What a lost cause. Haha I love you beast		  
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:(   
07:10pm 03/03/2004
 
mood: completely blank
its really sad to see jenna cry		  
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happy sweet 16 lisa!   
12:31am 29/02/2004
  random night.

why are some people so god damn hot?

me and natalie bonded tonight it was fun. Happy sweet 16 lisa.		  
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aww robbie   
08:11pm 26/02/2004
 
mood: lonely
I love robbie! My little bro from camp.

But he's growing up now. I've very proud because I trained him well. But now this just reminds me about how I miss camp and how I'm not going 2 be there next summer.

The only thing I have ever cared about.. I remember the last night I saw and just crying because I knew I might not ever see it again.

The memories of CG 03 are always with me and B10.. wow we were just to cool for words.

I'm for sure coming on visitors day and we are all gunna havta have a meeting in toronto. Hopefully I can go visit them all in cleveland on spring break. That would make my next 10 years.

I think about how wrong everything is here and how right everything was there.

The talent show 2 long talks.. 2 ROBBIES BARMITZVAH 2 carlys birthday, 4th of july, beach day, boys (what a mixed blessing haha), cake fights, dying vickys hair, shabbot (my favorite), Israelis.. ELAD!! sleeping together in beds made for like 5 year olds, PLAY! wow

One more thing..
Round and round we go we hold eachothers hands and weave our lives in a circle the day is done but the dance goes on.. the day is done but the dance goes on		  
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04:19pm 24/02/2004
  doesn't it seem that when you don't really care about something its all there for you and layed out. But every second you want it.. it keeps getting farther and farther away?

Then theres those people who don't havta wait around for anything. Everything comes 2 them.

I think more people should be like julie atty. She is the nicest person ever and the love of my life. She came back to school and got me because I almost had 2 walk home. That has to be the most thoughtful thing anyones ever done		  
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dgj   
04:38pm 22/02/2004
  me and laura went to baskin robbins and sat in the car listening 2 michael and had a really deep talk. I'm really glad we talked about things. Then we had seat races.. and turned about 7 years old?

So we met jamie and nick at BOWLING yea thats right. We are pros.. but me and lo lost 2 games to 1 so we had 2 buy them stuff. But I got three strikes in a row. Yea I'm a beast.

We served eachother the balls on a platter.. wow.

Starbucks was fun even tho I had 2 pay :( its okay. I'm over it.		  
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another random night   
12:50am 21/02/2004
 
mood: confused
Steph and arthi came 2 visit me 2day! it was fun we all bonded like in the old days.

So then me n kris went to the harrison north basketball game.. then we all went out with like lauren laura mariya amber lindsay.

I proposed 2 lauren.. she accepted.. we got a picture and everything! It was great. We met some random people who got in some pictures with us.. it was kinda weird?

Things were normal.. why did I havta open that and read it? Kristi tried to stop me but I'm 2 damn stubborn. I don't think I learned my lesson..		  
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cruising with kristi   
04:08pm 20/02/2004
 
mood: contemplative
So yea me and kristi got up at like 8 to go do community service. We are such good people. But to much old people kinda gets 2 you! So after that we went 2 olgas.. can you believe that kristi has never been there before? WOAHHh

So then we cruised to some britney and met my friend ABE at the gas station. We managed to spill gas everywhere yea.

So then we took a trip to ryans where I met ryan and sam. Me and kristi kicked their asses in euchre! yayy I was so proud because I had never played before. COLDSTONES was a party.

Then it was time for a girls night out. Jamie nick and laura anne came over.. me and nick danced and baked cookies. Lion king 1 1/2 is the best movie ever. Dig a tunnel dig dig a tunnel..		  
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